It must have been love, but it's ovvvvvverrrrrrrr nowwwwww!!

Today is Blue Monday, the most depressing day of the year.
I was actually feeling kind of shitty today UNTIL I HEARD THAT!
For some reason if I know I'm supposed to be feeling sad, and that other people are feeling sad, I feel happier.
That's pretty weird huh.
I guess other people's misery makes me joyful what can I say I'm psychotic!
Speaking of psychotic, I LOVE Black Swan so much. I think about it all the time.
When I first saw it I thought, Ok so I love ballet.
But then I was like, noooooo it's not really ballet I love.
So then I was like, well, I guess I love Natalie Portman.
But then I was like nooooo it's not her I love.
And now I realize what it is I love -
The CRAZY.
The amount of crazy in that movie is overwhelmingly excellent!
I thoroughly enjoy psycho-ness. It gets my gears goin'.
That's why I like American Psycho so badly too.
So yeah, go team insane!

In other news, I am enrolling in my IFC! The Investment Funds in Canada course! I get to have my Mutual Funds liscence!!!!
Look at how excited I am, demonstrated through my excessive use of exclamation marks!!!
TD is paying for it for me. It's 350 buck-a-roos too! I had better pass!

I've decided I NEED a job downtown ASAP! This is because I've come to the conclusion that I will have to live down there at least for a while (until I can afford a mortgage in the burbs) so I might as well get used to it.
Maybe I'll like the city and decide to stay there forever and make fun of my friends who live in suburbia and drive nice cars and have pretty back yards. We'll see.

I decorated my calendar very sparely for January to symbolize new year no clutter month. It's worked out well so far. I enjoy looking at January and seeing order and clarity.
January:
I needed to put ONE thing on it that sparkles though:

February is a different story of course:

Some highlights:


It's the month of love and my TWENTY FIFTH FUCKING BIRTHDAY HOLLLLYYYY SHIIIIIIIITTTT!! I'm going to be a quarter of a century old. That's fucking old. I don't want to go on a birthday rant right now. I'll save that for a post closer to dooms day. But here's a pretty picture of it:


Speaking of gay shit. Matt got SOOOooooOOo mad at me for putting glow in the dark sparkle stars on my Mac monitor. I did it anyways. Rebel.


I have started a "lookbook." It consists of pretty pictures I like in magazines that I messily cut out and glue in a scrapbook. Details to follow.

I'm dunzo!

Happy Blue Monday! FROWN!!

Quote of the Day:
"So pink so pretty"
-Nina Sayers (Black Swan)